lonely.

lonely, alone, what ever u call it, everyone feels alone at one point of their life. for i am feeling lonely right now. to be honest i don't know what to say, write, or even think right now. they say friends can fill in the void of lonelieness within a person. what if all your friends were temporary friends. friends are like doors, each person has two doors, one to be acquainted, and the other is to be best friends with. every friend ive ever met except for one peron, ive opened the acquaintance door, and then for some i make it to the best friends door. suddenly i feel happy, joyed i have another good friend. i tell them im always there for them, i am their support, and forrealz if they say a word there i am. when friends get unhappy they go to other friends. all the time i feel like im just another acquaintance to my good friends when they feel unhappy or upset. am i just not important? other than that, a lot of my good friends have left me. my elementary school friends, one moved to san leandro and he never tried to contact me, and another went to texas. although we still keep in contact with each other, we have to remeber were in different states. another friend, he never really hung out with me, but he always talked to me, for advice, for how his day went, how my day went and life. as time passed by he started to stick to himself, and to his other significant friends, what am i really to him now?

time passes every hour, minute and second. time never stops. nor does it go backwards. as time progresses people move on, elementary schoolers go to middle school, middle schoolers go to high school, high schoolers go to college. what happens after college?

from what i can draw upon my memory, what friends i had, what friends had left, i can say i almost never herd, ima be there for you, ive always got your back, and i am there for your support... for me