how long has it been?

I haven't blogged in a while, maybe its a good time now. School unemployment and friends are all factors that make me really sad. Not having a job and running out of money is not the business, and class omg I'm so sick of school everything is happening to fast. Just last year I was starting college and now I am already going to apply to transfer its like everything is going to move faster and faster now and I can't seem to keep up no matter what I try, maybe I just need to step up my game tho. I can't run, I can barely walk, chasing this seems difficult. Is it bad that I can't seem to hold a stable friendship with anyone? Maybe I should just go mia and dissapear for now. I sorta want to too. I don't like being ignored and I don't like the cold shoulder, I don't like being there and being ignored, I'm a picky person and yes I admit it I hate it but that's how I roll, something is up straight up tell me, I don't like stuff hidden I tell everyone everything to make sure there are no obstacles, I try to ask all my friends to do the same.


"The average person tells 4 lies a day,1460 a year; a total of 87,600 by the age of 60, and the most commin lie is: I'm fine."